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[Sep. 6th, 2008|11:38 am] |
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It's been a while. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2006|09:18 pm] |
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Happy New Year's, Akaya! |
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| Home Again... |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|10:12 pm] |
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Just what the title said. |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|09:43 pm] |
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This is confuzzling. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2006|06:58 pm] |
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( Jackal )
[ooc: this post was deleted ic] |
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[Apr. 4th, 2006|04:06 am] |
Umm..
Hi.
I miss you.
[OOC: strike deleted] |
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[Mar. 28th, 2006|07:56 pm] |
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kldjjfslj |
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[Mar. 21st, 2006|04:39 pm] |
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If one more drunk pinches my ass, I'm going to punch him.
Taking refuge in Mark's office wasn't the smartest thing to do, since it'll set him off, and probably get me fired, but it gave me access to the net long enough to do this.
RAWRRRRR.
Stupid Americans with a fetish for redheads, who can't keep their fingers off my ass long enough to let the bruises fade. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2006|09:01 pm] |
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It still isn't far enough.
I'm beginning to think there's no place that far. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2006|01:26 pm] |
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I'm going away for a while.
Taking a trip.
Be back whenever I get back.
( Private ) |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|05:10 pm] |
Usually, I'd look forward to tomorrow.
Loads of goodies, of the food type variety, but this year I don't feel very loving. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2006|09:56 pm] |
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Watching this movie alone is rather boring. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|08:38 am] |
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There's something to be said for laying out. |
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| So Much For Sleeping... |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|01:36 am] |
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....
There’ll be times
When my crimes
Will seem almost unforgivable
I give in to sin
Because you have to make this life liveable
But when you think I’ve had enough
From your sea of love
I’ll take more than another riverfull
And I’ll make it all worthwhile
I’ll make your heart smile
Strangelove
Strange highs and strange lows
Strangelove
That’s how my love goes
Strangelove
Will you give it to me
Will you take the pain
I will give to you
Again and again
And will you return it
There’ll be days
When I’ll stray
I may appear to be
Constantly out of reach
I give in to sin
Because I like to practise what I preach
I’m not trying to say
I’ll have it all my way
I’m always willing to learn
When you’ve got something to teach
And I’ll make it all worthwhile
I’ll make your heart smile
Pain will you return it
I’ll say it again -- pain
Pain will you return it
I won’t say it again
I give in
Again and again
I give in
Will you give it to me
I give in
I’ll say it again
I give in
I give in
Again and again
I give in
That’s how my love goes
I give in
I’ll say it again
I give in
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It’s not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I’ve tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don’t ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
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For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me
Don’t care, what they think
How they feel, or what they say
You’re everything, I never knew
I always wanted, baby
I’ve been warned, so many times
They tell me I’ve ignored the signs
But nobody knows you like I do
The only one for me is you
I can’t stop, can’t fight, can’t resist it
When the wrong one loves you right
(oh-oh-oh-oh-yeah)
Can’t run - can’t hide - can’t say no
When the wrong ones loves you right
(oh-oh-oh oh)
When the wrong ones loves you right
Getting tired, of hearing that
You’re dangerous, but they won’t stop
Until I leave, they won’t believe
That being with you won’t break my heart
So worried ’bout, the road ahead
They can’t see that, you’re my best friend
They’re never gonna take me away from you
There’s nothing they can do
I can’t stop, can’t fight, can’t resist it
When the wrong one loves you right
(oh-oh-oh-oh-yeah)
Can’t run - can’t hide - can’t say no
When the wrong ones loves you right
(oh-oh-oh oh)
When the wrong ones loves you right
How can I walk away
When the feeling’s so strong
I know you’re where I belong
They say I let my heart
Make up my mind
That’s why I’ll never say goodbye
I can’t stop, can’t fight, can’t resist it
When the wrong one loves you right
(oh-oh-oh-oh-yeah)
Can’t run - can’t hide - can’t say no
When the wrong ones loves you right
(oh-oh-oh oh)
When the wrong ones loves you right
I can’t stop, can’t fight, can’t resist it
When the wrong one loves you right
(oh-oh-oh-oh-yeah)
Can’t run - can’t hide - can’t say no
When the wrong ones loves you right
(oh-oh-oh oh)
When the wrong ones loves you right
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|09:48 pm] |
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You give me the reason.
You give me control.
I gave you my Purity.
My Purity you stole.
Did you think I wouldn't recognize this compromise.
Am I just too stupid to realize.
Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
It comes down to this.
Your kiss.
Your fist.
And your strain.
It get's under my skin.
Within.
Take in the extent of my sin
You give me the anger.
You give me the nerve.
Carry out the sentence.
I get what I deserve.
I'm just an effigy to be disgraced.
To be defaced.
Your need for me has been replaced.
And if I can't have everything well then just give me a taste.
this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to
this is how
it begins
push it away but it all comes back again
all the flesh
all the sin
there was a time when it used to mean just about everything
just like now
breathe, echoing the sound
time starts slowing down
sink until I drown
(please) I don't ever want to make it stop
and it keeps repeating
will you please complete me?
never be enough
to fill me up
watch the white
turn to red
it fills up the hole but it grows somewhere else instead
all my life
yeah yeah yeah yeah, but it just left me dead
(well guess what?)
the world is over and I realize it was all in my head
now everything is clear
I erase the fear
I can disappear
(please) I don't ever want to make it stop
you can never leave me
will you please complete me
never be enough
to fill me up
I got my head but my head is unraveling
can't keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart's no good
you're the only one that's understood
I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more I give to you the more I die
and I want you
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart
my blood just wants to say hello to you
my fear is warm to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how every little bit is left of me
take me with you
without you everything just falls apart
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces |
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